Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Music of My Heart

I am listening to Paul Mauriat and Richard Clayderman, so that should give you a clue to the mood that I am in. During normal times I would not have made a public announcement about this (okay, so I am a closet Clayderman fan, but it's good for times like these, try it) but this isn't exactly normal times, so I am forgiven.

I am not exactly functioning in the way that I should (the way I am is another thing), feeding on my ga ga mood, not quite here and not quite there. Definitely not in equilibrium. You see, it is very hard to be in equilibrium when someone keeps walking in and out of your life every other day. And I thought I got rid of him by sending him off to Dubai. Back he comes again. Not that I am not grateful (I definitely am! :) ), but the after effect is paralysing. I lose my sense of balance, I feel like I am on a see-saw, or is it a rollercoaster? Especially when he keeps appearing in town every other day. Iks.

I need to straighten my head. Enough of this Mauriat-Clayderman coup!

Oh yeah, Hammie too seems to have gone over the edge, he has been making slutty noises.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That married guy cancelled again....I am dying to have his company